hi's and bye's

today was my last day of induction... and damn it im feeling sad about not getting a text from one of my new acquaintance who said na magttext siya... well they did said we'd go out together after our first pay which might be in the end of the month.. im not really sure..

tom would be the last day of my "training".. im nervous as hell.. im still not familiarize with all my tasks..

im so tired.. when na tyo lalabas ulit? da vinci's code: )

end of my easy life

i started my work last tuesday

after a gruelling monday lining up for my NBI clearance and getting totally pissed off because of the service and the people in the area. making our registration days in school seems like efficient.

its been a week.. im already getting tired with my work. its purely clerical which would be mostly routinary.. the people are okay.. they are nice but iba tlga feeling ng bago.. you try to fit in the best that you can pero you cant seem to get along as good as you wanted..

yesterday i had my induction in ortigas.. it's a two and half day event kaya until tom morning pa ako dun.. its really fun.. not the training per se but the people that are new din from the other departments were fun to be with.. mas happy ako with them kaysa sa mga co workers ko.. most of them would have been my co workers kung tinaggap din ako sa collections.. from the looks of things ayaw ata ako tanggapin nung naginterview sa akin kaya sa iba ako napunta.. but i think its a pretty lucky break since he was really masungit sabi ng mga nakasama ko from his dept. pero mas fun lang sana.. nandun din si ann and mariel yung friends ni bry.. pero kahapon lang siila nagstart kaya di kami sabay ng induction..

tom i go back to work.. is it too soon to be bored with my job??

from the looks of things.. i dont think i would be able to go to beijing with you guys.. my parents have recently communicated their "wants".. well my mom lang actually.. she said that she went to the temple and hindi daw sila maka burn ng incense.. why?!? dahil ayaw daw nung saint!!! tapos may "Sinapian" daw na person who TOLD her that it would be better for me to stay in this company kaysa pumunta sa Beijing DAHIL MAGAALALA DAW SILA SA AKIN... wow i really need a manghuhula for that.. of course they're gonna worry but is that reason enough to not let me go to China?!?

weird dreams

when my sis were in china i was sleeping alone at my room.. i woke up hearing my grandma knocking hard on my door.. the first thing that i thought of was that she was supposed to be in china and was not due to come home until tom. and then one of our maid was knocking hard na din and helping my hrandma in calling my name.. i was having a very hard time waking up that i was panicking na... i was trying to hit myself so that i can wake up.. and when i finally woke up..it was all a dream... sheesh if i had a heart problem i would have really thought that i had died...

i used to have dreams that i cant wake myself up and i would really force myself to wake up.. takot kasi ako that if i dont force myself to wake up id die.. dont blame me im half asleep at those times.. pero the worst was seeing myself asleep. parang nananaginip ako na imwatching myself sleep.. damn that scared me maing me wake up abruptly..

haiz parang yung mga dreams natin na parang nahuhulg tyo ng hagdan.. haiz i know parang 3d movie..

weird stuff

-- a guy was telling his friend that his number was four.. he went through all the trouble of trying to let him understand. he was lie 1 2 3 4, i er san si , do re mi fa wala lang i find it aa weird way of telling your number.. do re mi fa?!?

medyo late but i wanted to talk about the get together the other day. it was nice pero parang napapadalas ang "get together" natin making it feel not as how do you say this... special? parang tayong tatlo lang din yung nag catch up: ) hhe anyway next tym punta naman kayo joanne wendy and kcee; )

final post about loreal

today was the awarding for loreal.. me and ria went.. am not sure kung sayang o buti nlng may work na si L.. the other groups all had at least 1 member working na or at least have a job na.. (Brian, the cute guy has signed with Globe na pero sa june pa siya magsstart - hindi siya 3 days training...)

it was really a drag.. there were only 4 of us who were present.. 2 from the other team and 2 from our team.. and almost all the LS professors plus sir darwin(bec. rudy ang cant make it)...

the prize was a hotel accomodation in Crowne Plaza.. and we got some Loreal products ulit.. oh yeah and a certificate and a plaque who went straight to the LS dept.. that's why i was like.. sir baka naman tapon niyo lang yung amin since 2nd lang... hhe sir darwin went like puntahan mo pa sa dean's office.. :D well im not sure if he even remembers me or not..pero mabuti na ding not since i barely passed his class..

long delayed posts

i hae been meaning to update for the last few days BUT nadelete ko sya before ko ma post: ( ang haba pa naman nun.. well it was mostly about my grad dinner with my parents and pics and stuffs.. hhe medyo kakatamad na ulitin..

im having some bad days.. i slammed my middle finger in our main gate it still hurts after three days... i burned (slightly)my arm in a stainless candle holder.. my money got lost in my own room.. i have a bruised middle finger kaya hindi ko matanggal yung nail polish ko.. i have a dark burn in my arm... and i have a hole in my wallet ( that was the last of my allowance: ( ) damn maids.. im not sure who took it.. she also took my other sisters money too.. pati 50 bucks sa wallet ni muymuy nawala.. @$#%^

sana matuloy picnic natin today: )

graduation

what is graduation for anyway? it's supposed to be the climax of every student's endless projects deadlines and streesful days... but after going through three tearless and boring graduation - well, four if you count kindergarten which i have no recollections... its a rather an anticlimactic end for all those years spent in school... parang it is just meant to officially start my life as a full blooded unemployed bum

im gonna miss the school grounds, the mind wracking core subjects, the never ending project deadlines, the complains and grumbling for finance, the feel of the caf, the walks along ctc walkways, the hi's of a friend and the smiles from aquaintances, my blocmates, my classmates,..

someone please remind me that im supposed to thinking about my future and not my past.