hi's and bye's

today was my last day of induction... and damn it im feeling sad about not getting a text from one of my new acquaintance who said na magttext siya... well they did said we'd go out together after our first pay which might be in the end of the month.. im not really sure..

tom would be the last day of my "training".. im nervous as hell.. im still not familiarize with all my tasks..

im so tired.. when na tyo lalabas ulit? da vinci's code: )

end of my easy life

i started my work last tuesday

after a gruelling monday lining up for my NBI clearance and getting totally pissed off because of the service and the people in the area. making our registration days in school seems like efficient.

its been a week.. im already getting tired with my work. its purely clerical which would be mostly routinary.. the people are okay.. they are nice but iba tlga feeling ng bago.. you try to fit in the best that you can pero you cant seem to get along as good as you wanted..

yesterday i had my induction in ortigas.. it's a two and half day event kaya until tom morning pa ako dun.. its really fun.. not the training per se but the people that are new din from the other departments were fun to be with.. mas happy ako with them kaysa sa mga co workers ko.. most of them would have been my co workers kung tinaggap din ako sa collections.. from the looks of things ayaw ata ako tanggapin nung naginterview sa akin kaya sa iba ako napunta.. but i think its a pretty lucky break since he was really masungit sabi ng mga nakasama ko from his dept. pero mas fun lang sana.. nandun din si ann and mariel yung friends ni bry.. pero kahapon lang siila nagstart kaya di kami sabay ng induction..

tom i go back to work.. is it too soon to be bored with my job??

from the looks of things.. i dont think i would be able to go to beijing with you guys.. my parents have recently communicated their "wants".. well my mom lang actually.. she said that she went to the temple and hindi daw sila maka burn ng incense.. why?!? dahil ayaw daw nung saint!!! tapos may "Sinapian" daw na person who TOLD her that it would be better for me to stay in this company kaysa pumunta sa Beijing DAHIL MAGAALALA DAW SILA SA AKIN... wow i really need a manghuhula for that.. of course they're gonna worry but is that reason enough to not let me go to China?!?

weird dreams

when my sis were in china i was sleeping alone at my room.. i woke up hearing my grandma knocking hard on my door.. the first thing that i thought of was that she was supposed to be in china and was not due to come home until tom. and then one of our maid was knocking hard na din and helping my hrandma in calling my name.. i was having a very hard time waking up that i was panicking na... i was trying to hit myself so that i can wake up.. and when i finally woke up..it was all a dream... sheesh if i had a heart problem i would have really thought that i had died...

i used to have dreams that i cant wake myself up and i would really force myself to wake up.. takot kasi ako that if i dont force myself to wake up id die.. dont blame me im half asleep at those times.. pero the worst was seeing myself asleep. parang nananaginip ako na imwatching myself sleep.. damn that scared me maing me wake up abruptly..

haiz parang yung mga dreams natin na parang nahuhulg tyo ng hagdan.. haiz i know parang 3d movie..