graduation

what is graduation for anyway? it's supposed to be the climax of every student's endless projects deadlines and streesful days... but after going through three tearless and boring graduation - well, four if you count kindergarten which i have no recollections... its a rather an anticlimactic end for all those years spent in school... parang it is just meant to officially start my life as a full blooded unemployed bum

im gonna miss the school grounds, the mind wracking core subjects, the never ending project deadlines, the complains and grumbling for finance, the feel of the caf, the walks along ctc walkways, the hi's of a friend and the smiles from aquaintances, my blocmates, my classmates,..

someone please remind me that im supposed to thinking about my future and not my past.

"now what?" entry

ive just been a bum for less than 24 hours and im starting to get restless.. parang mabobo ako if i dont do anything.. pero parang walang choice but to look for a job (which L not-discreetly reminded me yesterday) but then comes the question do i really want to get a job? would that make me grow as a person? or would that just be a "cop-out" from what i really want and do what other people are expecting me to do....

i know.. i must be expressing some of everyone else's sentiments... ( damn i keep remembering the lessons in philo...)

well at least my parents are not yet pressuring me to look for a job, which is not the same with my relatives... pero they are expecting me to use this time to help them sa store.. which i will do eventually pero huwag kasi muna ngayon.. to escape.. here iam in school doing nothing...

i cant take the transition.. from having tons of stuff to do, to having nothing to do..

movie night after hell

the pabaon was as expected pretty long and tiring.. but it was a good time to catch some sleep.. pero parang si L gising the whole time... i just wanted to see the pictures and sleep through the words...

pero nung nagbreak i got a group pic with father nembres.. hhe kakatuwa siya.. he was just standing there and people were really waiting not in line.. to get a picture taken with him...

afterwards.. the four of us went to Libis.. ate in Pasto and watched Pride and Prejudice.. it caught my attention dati pero i didnt expect na i would actually have the time to watch it..

Thank God na we did: )

might just be one of the best movie ever... super not expected tlga.. keira was really pretty pero she's good in acting.. darcy looked really stoic and stiff.. kahit na he is the"tall, dark and handsome" type of guy.. eh you would overlook him.. not that there are any cute guys in the movie.. well then there was the bad guy.. pero darcy grows on you tlga.. parang naging cute siya sa dulo.. especially when he was with his sister. i cant wait to read the book: ) super kakainlove yung movie..

when tinanong ng dad ni H kung anong maganda sa movie.. plot or cinematography.. we were like.. both.. pero nung kinukwento na ni H yung plot parang ang simple lang.. poor girl rich guy and live happily ever after.. pero nung nasa movie parang ang complicated nya..

i just realize na me and R were not as noisy as we would be in other movies.. exclude the trailers.. medyo hyper ata kami nun..

pero masasabi ko lang.. parang ang haba nung movie or bka super tired lang ako.. even the trailers seemed to go on and on and on..

pero syempre guys dont get it.. my bro didnt appreciate the story... natatandaan niya lang is pretty si keira... guys

the night wrapped up with all four of us happy about watching the movie...

pre-"now what?" entry

the other night i had a real sleepover with my groupmates, because...

1. we really did sleep(thank God)
2. we barely did anything... hhe last minute cramming was done the hour before the defense itself...
3. we were american idol and natanggal yung cute guy.... super cute niya. kahit na wala masyadong talent sa singing, but since when did people voted for singing talent alone? (oh yeah singing contest nga pala toh...)
4. watched double jeopardy ( where the easy questions are hard and the difficult questions easy for the contestants)
5. watched Pinoy Big Brother.. hhe we wanted to see what robin padilla was going to do inside..
6. tsismis about artistas

hhe maybe because our CEO was not there.. kaya super walang nangyari sa amin dun..