theo lessons

i never thought i could learn so much in theo... hhe.. yeah right... anyway i needed to say something to jump start my entry regarding our theo lesson kanina and get you guys reading... our lesson for the past few meetings was the prodigal son... and how much the father loves his sons and the sons not loving the father back...

anyway.. sir guev quoted someone who compared loving with gambling.. in gambling, people who usually win are the ones who---

• dont always change their bets - probability of winning would be bigger the second time around
• put in double - double the winnings and the losings
• ... someone help me remember

so the ultimate question arose "pano kung matalo ka?"

to which the guy answered, "edi tumaya ka ulit"

no im not heart broken

another part of our lesson about love was when sir guev said that maybe when you dont know why you love someone that's when you really love them.. parang when mapapaisip ka nalang and say "basta".. maybe its really that simple.

lost sheeps

after commuting around for almost 2 hours.. we had the jeep all to ourselves kasi super trafic and the other commuters had the good sense to ask back their fare from the jeepney driver and just walk rather than wait for the trafic to subside.. which did not happen..

eh us ateneans had the good sense of not following the lead of other commuters... since we dont know how to get to where we are going... hhe mawala pa kami.. so yun nagmukmok nlng kami sa loob ng jeep..

well theres just so much pose you could do in such a cramp space... that and our limited supply of films..no offense: )

toast for our future

the week has been hell..with all the "normal" workload... we needed to think about applying for jobs.. the campus jobfair has been ongoing this week making it inevitable to start thinking about my plans for the future...

until now im still far from being the matured person that i wished i would be by the time that i graduate college.. after studying for more than 16-17 years here iam almost in the end of it.. in a month. i would be graduating (well hopefully.. damn finance and theo and philo) yup GRADUATING!!! cant say im not excited but i can surely say that im very scared of whats in store for me..

trip around rizal

after sleeping for barely 1 hour.. i forced myself to wake up and get dress to go back to our immersion area.. madilim pa nun: ( with barely any preparations i left the house at aroungd 6 am...

only to wait for our groupmates who specifically said na wag kaming mllate until 730 in sta lucia... which is pretty irritating since 630 yung usapan..

anyway that's not the worst part.. we rode a jeep thinking n tama sinasakyan namin, since the manipulative barker told us na that jeep would be heading montalban... after 1 hour of a bumpy ride.. binaba kami ng jeepney driver in an unknown place... we asked around and damn it we were in angono rizal (need to check this, laine tama ba? or binangonan)... kahit saan man yun.. we were instructed to go back all the way to sta lucia since yun yung easiest way to montalban... damn it.. ang layo ng narating namin - as you could see : ( grabe nasa dulo na ata kami ng rizal!!!!!!

having made the whole trike stop drivers' day (being their daily dose of laughter) we embarassingly went back to the "highway" and waited for a pretty empty jeep since 6 kami.. no way are we separating from each other... after another 1 hour of bumpy ride... we were surprise!! back at square one.....

another 1 1/2 hour ride on the right jeep and then a trike ride that over charged us(which we were easily tricked into) and then a pedicab ride - we finally arrived at our immersion area.. after 3 1/2 hours of jeep rides... damn!

thats was more than half of our trip na..

in the area, we toured the place in the heat of the sun.. para kaming sira... took some pics and made kamusta with some of the people.. tapos naginterview and spent time with our foster families..

having been bored by the paquiao game since mukhang matatalo sya nung simula, me and laine stayed in the office ng org dun.. and waited for the others...

and then after a few more pictures... we went home na.. a pedicab a trike and a fx na.. we were back in sta lucia by 4...

wat a day... kung hindi ko gusto mga kasama ko bka may nasakal na ako... the trip was so tiring and draining that shopping gave me no thrill at all.. we were walking around sta lucia waiting for sundo kasi.. pero parang pati magshop tamad na kami..

reflecting and finding..

at the very least comfort..

me and laine had another long session of talking yesterday with no particular topic just our cluelessness and naivete in a lot of things about our life..

we might not have been able to understand all our problems and questions.. at the very least.. it was comforting to have someone to talk to. to just let it out and feel that your not really alone..

this sem has been and still is and would still be giving all of us hell: ( why cant they just let us enjoy being college student for the last 1 1/2 months left?? at least give us the time to be happy na we are still students.. right now. its normal for me to go 1-2 days without decent sleep... if working would be harder than this, i just might go crazy....

the kid in me

last saturday in glorietta, with the urging of our little sister all 5 of us siblings ended up in Timezone with 500 bucks.. hhe my mom was in another store and was there kung sakali she would have objected with the 500 bucks...

anyway.. we ended up not using all 500 but dont ask nlng how much was left.. but after arcade we went straight home.. so in my calculations.. napamura pa ata kami by leaving us kids sa arcade coz wala pa kaming pinabili and wala na ding merienda kasi late na..

anyway it was really fun having all those games to choose from.. we ended up playing basketball, racing, sword thing.. we even went to sing in a karaoke room.. and i finally got to try the dance revo.. i know it was a fad more than 5 years ago na ata or more pero first time ko plng sya ma try.. anyway i tried it for 3 times ata.. napaka - walang hiya...: ) anyway it was really fun.

Arcade naman tyo next tym we go out: )

After the rest comes the final stretch...

last new years day my family and i went to tagaytay.. to have lunch and then went home... nagsayang lang ng gas and time.. pero it was great to be out of manila.. which i think a lot of people were thinking since and dami daming tao in tagaytay..

i saw tim in glorietta last saturday: ) well not really saw.. i wasnt able to recognize him and neither did he recognize me... he just texted me asking if i was the girl in pink in glorietta.. sayang i did notice some guys in make room pero i wasnt able to look at their faces.. anyway after seeing andrew in libis before christmas and tim in glorietta before new year.. hhe ngayon ko lang narealize na ang lakwatsera ko this break..

in preparation for the final stretch to graduattion.