messed up schedule

damn.. my philo orals and advance finance LT would be on the same day.. i know im supposed to be done studying for finance by now.. after having about 3-4 days to study for it.. but im gonna be so scared for dear grade, that day i might not be able to think straight...

ganda naman kasi ng timing ng mga nangyayari.. pero i seems that ang peaceful ng pinas in negotiations... after 12 hours or so bati na sila ulit... ang drama talaga..

bumming around

after learning that i have two whole days to study for finance... i sort of laxed and currently creating my own friendster account...

hhe i know.. super late

it seem right na gumawa ako now.. graduating in a few weeks and all... wanted some way to keep in touch with people...

or maybe just wanna delay studying finance... i still have a whole week's worth of test and orals and to top it all of a defense...

na move tuloy sa saturday last day ko...

last school holiday..

and im not happy about it....

i want to go to school....

never would i have thought that i would hear that resentment against school holidays....

but it's my last day if school... in my whole life... and the coup plots ruined it..






Damn this would be the last "NO CLASSES" day for me... i cant believe im going to be an unemployed statistics in a week....

it seems that im not the only one ranting about the no classes... parang lahat ng seniors gustong pumasok... hhe maybe for different reason lang nga..

breakfast

today.. me and L and one group mate went to loreal to have breakfast with the people there.. it would have been fun.. we got freebies and free breakfast.. and thank God their office is just in ortigas.. the place was really casual.. kaya these group of ateneans felt overdressed by dressing business..

well other than the fact that another group was singled out as the potential winner.. it hurts our pride hhe and our ego.. damn if only we'd known that the price would still be after the semis, we would have concentrated and gave more time doing the decision plan.... rant rant rant

oh yeah.. there's this cute (well in my opinion) LM guy who is tall and seems to be taller than H.. sayang di na natin siya makikita...

no ranting entry... yeah right

well.. most of us would be graduating in a month.. with only 2 weeks of hell.. i guess i wanted to read back after college and think that i didnt ranted the whole time during my last few days in school..

today... who would have forgotten that its valentines day.. boys awkwardly holding a huge bouquet walking fast through the hallway in hopes na walang humarang sa kanya and tease.. girls carrying their respective bouquets smiling even with the huge buhat buhat.. valentines might be too commercialized but people would still take pains in preparing for this day.. while the majority who are loveless try to look indifferent and not jealous on the girl walking in front of you holding a huge bouquet or two..

i got my very first rose today... which came from a girl friend who was really sweet and thoughtful for surprising us with roses... i gave my rose to my mom para there would be no questions.. and she was so happy i felt guilty for not buying her a bouquet.. but then there's my grandma who seems to want a rose din making me feel even more guilty... should have known girls whatever age they are in loves to receive flowers...

gluttony

last friday... i was so takaw that i was nursing a stomach ache the whole night.. all nighter pa naman with projects...

my fault actually.. rather than do our projects eh we went out and indulged...

me and L and ria had our late celebratory lunch at jack's loft and then toppped off at coffee bean... after that hindi din kami nagstart magwork..

and then on the way home, me and L and H sidetracked to circle c where i ate nanaman in chowking...

when L dropped me off my place... sumama naman ako kay mama to go to tempura grill and eat ulit....

4 different restaurants in a day...

hhe it was fun delaying and delaying my work... pero nung nakauwi na ako and not sleep until 4-5 am it was not fun anymore....

very first job test

me and L went to take the BPI test in makati..

the test was basic knowledge - iq test, language test and math test

but the experience was nerve wracking.. after every test, they would check it and send away the ones who dont pass.. super kakahiya siya.. especially since may mga kakilala kang ibang tao...

thank God.. we passed. but then came the hardest part.. interview!!! hhe but since im such an indecisive person, i was asked to have an interview in march nlng.. hhe medyo ayaw ko kasi yung job openings that they were offering... a choice between the lesser evil... phone operator or computer operator..

im such a lousy job hunter.. i dont know what i like and what i dont know what to expect....

school spirit

ive always though about me being immune from the school aminosity between my school and the other school... you know what i mean: )

well maybe except for our common fighting ground - basketball..

anyway. yesterday with an invite from a highschool friend whom i havent heard from for years.. i went along with her invite and went to our meeting place only to be greeted with the realization that we were going to be part of a seminar of God knows what..

well me and L(who was unfortunate enough to be the one dragged along.. thanks nga pala) had the fortunate / unfortunate meeting with a guy from the "other school" and was having an argument regarding having a business and being self employed..

well.. na realize ko lang na if he didnt specifically pointed out "hindi ba naturo sa inyo yun?" statement.. we might not have that argument in the first place.. naging factor yung school kaya nagkaroon ng argument.. hhe..

rantings of a graduating student

just received my finance lt results.. and surprise.. i got an F.. im not even sad about it just angry with myself for not studying as much as i should.. now my minoring is tagilid and all those finance classes would go to waste.. anyway.. as rudy ang told us in a forum.. minoring is not just the name but about what yuo've learned.. ok point taken.. but it does nothing to my ego and my frustrations if i dont get a diploma or an acknowledgement of some sort that says - BS Management minor in Finance when i graduate...

amidst other people getting all sorts of call backs from companys and appointment for an interview and my phone not ringing once... i still cant believe im graduating this sem... my philo asked us kanina.. what does it mean to be graduating? he said or rather tried to sing diana ross' song "Im coming out.. i want the world to know.. gotta let them know..." anyway im coming out but i dont think anybody's noticing.. i dont think im noticing...

i woke up bitchy and angry today.. for no reason at all.. i think im having an identity crisis.. or maybe im just having simple pms..

wrote this entry with no idea if its gonna be posted or not.. so i apologize in advance for posting a useless entry.. i just want to rant some of these frustrations.......: )