where's the happy ever after?

last saturday me and H were talking about how we cant seem to find our "prince charming".. and we came into the conclusion that we have all been spoiled by all the fairy tales we've read and love stories we've watched.. and i guess we were not the only one thinking about these stuffs..

job stories 2

the girl who resigned came back yesterday to formally give her resignation to our boss.. it was weird she was saying goodbye to all of us sa team. pero feeling ko parang hindi sya nakamake ng difference sa team.. parang people didnt really cared enough about her leaving the group.. other than the tsismisan about her.. the paglalait sa work and yung smell nya.. which i didnt really noticed since i dont closely interact with her..

pero parang nakakatakot tuloy umalis coz people would start talking trash about you.. hhe my co workers are not really that bad since this afternoon no one talked any bad stuff about her.. well actually no one talked about her period..

hopefully hindi ako ganun ka madaling makalimutan.. well she did stayed for just over a week kaya siguro wala pang rapport na nagawa...

today i had my very first OT sa saturday.. other than the fact that im nearly going blind updating our files.. eh ok naman sya.. even though i needed to repeat almost half of the files since first time ko lang gawin yung pinagawa nila sa akin..

job stories

today one of my co workers resigned.. around a week or two lang sya with us.. she just didnt showed up today and passed her resignation na ata.. kagulo tuloy since last day na ng papalitan nya dapat sa amin but she needed to stay on since our team would be so damn crippled with two others in induction( an opening seminar for newbies.. 2 1/2 days sya na training with pay) kaya we were already 2 people short.. with one of them being our boss. who is panicking na din since nawalan kami ng member..

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it seems that i would not be going to beijing after all..

i might regret it pero i feel that leaving now would just be a means for me to escape my job.. my problems.. my reality temporarily.

right now im not loving my job but at least im not hating it as much as before. the job still sux but at least i can get along fairly well with the other newbies.. well at least some of the newbies..

crammer by heart

my mom just reminded me that i should be planning my future by now.. actually more like should have planned out my life by now.. come to think about it.. whenever someone would ask me how do you envision yourself 5 years from now. even a year from now. the only realistic answer that i could give would be my age.. i know im supposed to be planning my life by now.. having graduated and all.. but how come im still as confused about what i want to do with my life as when i entered college..

we really need to have an out of town gimmick before you guys fly to beijing.. what if hindi na nga talaga kayo bumalik?!?

have you ever wondered how you become who you are today? why you are introvert or extrovert? why you come to have this set of likes and dislikes?

trying to get along with my coworkers is making me rethink why didnt i paid more attention to nba? why is it that im too mike shy that i cant sing when there's a mike in front of me? why i dont understand a thing when they tak about anime like they are showbiz personalities? and why in the world does everyone seemed to be in a relationship that they could exchange stories about their love life...

hhe im ranting again.. walang direction yung entry ko.. i just glanced back at the title and my topic seems to have drifted away... nanaman...

anyway.. im such a scatter brained that i dont remember what i originally planned to say...

>>> jo and wen thanks for the pics ; )

workplace

after a month in my work.. di na ako considered as bago..

there are three new people in our department.. all of which are from ADMU one is the ME guy who became my immediate superior.. another is a MECO girl who became part of our team also under the ME guy.. another is an ME guy who is not part of our team and seems to have a higher position because he is familirizing himself wioth what's happening at the back office.. this guy would be familiar to some of you because sya yung same ME guy na crush ko nung freshies pa tyo.. remember him?

after being a scarce "commodity" biglang nagmultiply yung mga atenista sa workplace...

another one is coming this tuesday.. another MECO guy...

i hope having all these school mates would help me feel more at home at work..

choices and more choices

my parents finally decided on giving me the choice of going or not going to china to study this september.. a month too late.. well not exactly.. they did gave me a few days allowance.. but after having a mindset that i was not going for 2 weeks.. i needed to rethink my position regarding going or not going...

i hate my job.. i dont exactly love the my co workers... i really wanted to go to beijing.. maybe not to study but more to try living away from my family for real.. so what's stopping me from going.. except for the time constraints, how am i supposed to accomplish all the requirements in just a few days?!?

i think the only thing that's stopping me from leaving the company is that i dont want to back out of something that i cant do.. im so damn confused..

cowprints ==> ei sorry kung stupid question pero.. how m i supposed to navigate thru your blog? i dunno where to click

san na tyo dis weekend? sayang naman yung holiday namin: )