Monday, March 06, 2006

"now what?" entry

ive just been a bum for less than 24 hours and im starting to get restless.. parang mabobo ako if i dont do anything.. pero parang walang choice but to look for a job (which L not-discreetly reminded me yesterday) but then comes the question do i really want to get a job? would that make me grow as a person? or would that just be a "cop-out" from what i really want and do what other people are expecting me to do....

i know.. i must be expressing some of everyone else's sentiments... ( damn i keep remembering the lessons in philo...)

well at least my parents are not yet pressuring me to look for a job, which is not the same with my relatives... pero they are expecting me to use this time to help them sa store.. which i will do eventually pero huwag kasi muna ngayon.. to escape.. here iam in school doing nothing...

i cant take the transition.. from having tons of stuff to do, to having nothing to do..

1 comment:

haze said...

Strange feeling nga. From doing so many things to doing nothing. Well, siguro I should be doing something pero right now, wala.